And academics called me... again... possibly for one last time...
Last time, when it called, i said NO... it turned out to be a big mistake... The fact that the zero appreciation for my work now, making me think i should consider this offer...
The situation I was in last time was different... i was about to step into a new career... i never knew the evils of it... This time, i can weigh both... sort the pros and cons... This is going to be the biggest decision of my life, i can tell you....
As a physicist i always wanted to contribute to my subject... I the present job, well, i am not getting that opportunity to be a physicist... that kills me... I am really missing being a researcher, and the pleasure of getting my own paper publushed.... Academics is not always the perfect place to be... it has its own evils... Competition is high there as well... But the respect you get there, you cant even dream of in my present work place... thatz going to play a big factor as well...
The next few weeks are crucial.... Too much of decisions to make... its going to a fight between my brain and my heart....
Last time, when it called, i said NO... it turned out to be a big mistake... The fact that the zero appreciation for my work now, making me think i should consider this offer...
The situation I was in last time was different... i was about to step into a new career... i never knew the evils of it... This time, i can weigh both... sort the pros and cons... This is going to be the biggest decision of my life, i can tell you....
As a physicist i always wanted to contribute to my subject... I the present job, well, i am not getting that opportunity to be a physicist... that kills me... I am really missing being a researcher, and the pleasure of getting my own paper publushed.... Academics is not always the perfect place to be... it has its own evils... Competition is high there as well... But the respect you get there, you cant even dream of in my present work place... thatz going to play a big factor as well...
The next few weeks are crucial.... Too much of decisions to make... its going to a fight between my brain and my heart....
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